tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57225104785460498932024-03-18T22:06:16.403-06:00acannthuscathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.comBlogger158125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-5081306416560951612012-10-14T22:35:00.002-06:002012-10-14T22:35:58.835-06:00As you can tell...Well, if there's anyone left out there who hasn't given up checking for an update, here's the deal, I'm just not feeling it.<br />
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I can't remember why exactly I didn't post any more this summer, actually, guess it's <i>last</i> summer at this point. Looking back on it, I think it's just so much easier to quickly write a little blurb on facebook, than to get your thoughts together and type up a coherent piece for the blog, a blog that I felt like no one but me and the same 4 people was reading anyway.<br />
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Now it's fall and school is in full swing, I'm tired, disgruntled, feeling like I can't say what I'd really like to anyway and if I feel like I can't, then I probably shouldn't : )<br />
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So, I may get the bug again...and then I may not.<br />
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Thank you for all of your comments for being a part of this story.<br />
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Take care, Cathy<br />
<br />cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-59720896273540810282012-07-19T22:24:00.003-06:002012-07-19T22:24:38.189-06:00For the BIrdsOne of the joys of summer is to be able to watch "our" birds. We have feeders and a bird-bath attached to the deck so we always have birds around.<br />
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We have had the most brilliant yellow finches this year! I love their tiny little bodies and they have a sweet song. They and the chickadees and common house finch/sparrows feed at the feeders that have sunflowers and bird seed in them. There is so much waste with the sunflower seeds! Down under the feeder there is a pile of shells and uneaten seeds at a ratio of about 5 to 1 in favor of the seeds! Last night I scooped a bunch up, put them in a shallow bowl, shook them and blew hard to separate the shells from the seed. I'm going to try it with a fan. After blowing , shaking, blowing, shaking I worried that I may have inhaled some dust that could give me bird flu or something...been around Don too long. Anyway, it made me think the biblical wheat and chaff.<br />
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It makes me sad to know that in a couple of weeks I will be back at school, missing out on the daily bird show. I'll have to make do with the afternoon performance. <br />
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<br />cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-44343263307554644652012-07-10T16:45:00.000-06:002012-07-10T16:58:42.264-06:00Empty NestWell, my baby left. I came home and felt like I needed a good cry, but it never came. When I had the chance I just couldn't, I just feel teary now and then. I have to admit, I'm checking my email a couple times, okay, several times a day just in case this is the day he is allowed to write and so far no luck. A funny coincidence, when Ty met with his bishopric at the MTC, one of the counselors saw his
name, looked at him and said, "I'll bet your Stephen Cann's brother." My second son Stephen went down to Argentina on his mission, his mission President was Alan Wilkins. He has since come back to Utah to work at BYU and his church calling is now as a member of a bishopric at the MTC. It was Pres. Wilkins! So that was kinda fun to hear! Glad Steve made a good impression and the guy wasn't like, "Oh no, not another of those Cann kids!"<br />
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I am so sad that summer is going by so fast! In fact, I can feel pretty down about it and forget to enjoy the days I have. Just like life, eh? I guess I need to find a pin that says Don't be sad the summer ended too soon, just be glad you had a summer! Doesn't Garth Brooks or someone sing a song about that?<br />
So what have I been doing with my time? Well it seems like all of June was taken up with mission prep and making memories...making memories by eating! We went out to lunch and dinner, I cooked his favorite meals, made dessert, went to Kneader's all you can eat french toast for breakfast... Other, skinny families I know, celebrate and make memories by going for a jog together, or hiking or biking. Not us. I've gained so much weight after losing and feeling so skinny last spring and summer! You know how, although it's only 1/3 of what you need to lose, you suddenly feel lithe and thin and slender. People on the street may say, "wow, that gal needs to lose a lot of weight", but you feel greeeat! So it's upsetting to have backslid, But apparently not upsetting enough to stop eating! I guess I thought it would just stay off forever!! Don has started HCG again so that should help me with all of the salad, vege, meat dinners I'll be cooking. Hopefully I can get back down to my beforeschoolgotout weight before schoolgetsbackin.<br />
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Speaking of Don, we are almost empty nesters. Now I know some of you, those of you who can't wait to have the house to yourself for sex in the kitchen anytime you want, are saying right now, "Oh you're so lucky!" But I am upset, dammit! I don't want to have sex in the kitchen. Don and I need a buffer, hell, TWO buffers. And now one of them has gone. Barry is still, kind of at home in the basement, never see him except when we need some heavy lifting done, or on his way out.<br />
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Tell me, those of you with experience, can dogs be used as a buffer? I'm serious.<br />
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<br />cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-26713931381895988442012-06-28T19:46:00.001-06:002012-06-28T20:01:14.819-06:00summertime and the livin' is busy!Gee, guess you know you've been away from the blog for too long when you come back and it's all changed and you can't hardly figure out how to write a new post!<br />
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It is Summer time. I have been out of school now for 3 weeks. The first two weeks I was off were very busy.The whole fam damnly went down to Capitol Reef for 4 days (more on that in another post) then I worked in my yard non-stop, getting it ready for a couple of big whoop-de-doos.<br />
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The first was a shower for a cute, young neighbor who finally got a baby. What does "got a baby" mean? After years of trying, treatments and waiting, they brought home a darling little boy via adoption. This scenario is close to my heart as that is the route my daughter and son in law have embarked on. They are almost finished with the classes, interviews, check-ups, background-checks and home visits that the process requires. Then their profile, with picture, will be shared with young women who have chosen to place their baby and hopefully one of them will choose Shan and Andrew.<br />
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I also had my son's Mission Farewell five days after the shower. Tyler is going to Bolivia for 2 years for our church. We had about 75 people come over after the church service, in which he spoke for 30 minutes and as he spoke I marveled at his good looks and confident manner. Really, I just kept thinking, "that is MY son! He's so neat!" haha (insert tears here)<br />
So with these two occasions, I wanted the yard to look good.<br />
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Last year, with radiation, I wasn't out doing the Summer yard fine-tuning, like I usually do. We<br />
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All this activity served as a distraction, to the niggling reminder in the back of my mind, that my little buddy will be leaving me for 2 years. (here come the tears again) A weekly email and 2 phone calls per year are the only contact, as you Mormons know. But those friends of mine who are not Mo are shocked at this news, finding it rather Draconian. I've been through it twice now, with my two older sons and I will say, "thank goodness for email"! There were times, before email was allowed, that we didn't hear from Barry, in rural Mexico, for weeks. The time goes fast, they come home as men, having lived in a setting much different than home, more appreciative of the many advantages they have enjoyed. I have a very firm conviction that the areas to which they are sent, are very important in their life path. So while I am sad to think of Ty's leaving, I'm also thrilled for him to have this adventure and journey of self discovery and growth in his relationship with God and to become, more fully, himself.<br />
So, there you have it, my summer vacation so far. Stay tuned for further updates.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-11166826571485211362012-05-11T23:56:00.001-06:002012-05-12T00:00:50.179-06:00A reply to my daughter's blog: "That Time I was Pregnant"We're in the kitchen on a Saturday morning. She's stopped by on her way to her M.I.L.'s house. Chatting at the table, she suddenly holds out her arm, to show me a cotton ball held in place with some bright, stretch-tape at her elbow.<br />
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A surge of delight almost makes its way to my face but I will it to remain blank, calm and ask<br />
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"Oh, what's that from?"<br />
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I have always pictured this moment, this moment of hearing the words I know she is about to say, as being greeted with a squeal, and tears and hugs and open whooping joy, but<br />
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"Tamp it down, Cathy" I tell myself. It's got to be very early, don't get excited, opening yourself up for hurt and yes, anger. All this passes through my head before she answers, almost shyly with a small smile<br />
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"I went to the Dr. this morning"<br />
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I smile back, a little teary, with a little laugh, our eyes locked.<br />
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"It's really early, don't say anything to anyone. But, I just had to tell you! But it's really early so..."<br />
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I hate that this has to be tempered with the meaningful "so.." After the treatments, the late periods producing negative tests, the longing looks at other babies... a glimmer of hope, joy.<br />
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Her next appointment was good! Her numbers were climbing! I told her that I wished I could have jumped around screaming that first morning, but I thought it would make it worse if this appointment wasn't good.<br />
"It was just a little early for the ultra-sound. I'd had the same experience with my last baby, sometimes they just can't find them til a little later, it will be fine..."<br />
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But it wasn't fine, it <a href="http://saltlakedesignergal.blogspot.com/"> just wasn't there</a>.<br />
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So we hope for next time, hopefully the time when we can jump around in a hug, laughing, squealing and crying with happiness.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-32034557590098385252012-04-26T23:32:00.001-06:002012-04-28T09:56:29.304-06:00California Get AwayJust got back from a fun little So. Cal. trip with Shannon!<br />
While I like to revisit some of my old favorites, there are plenty of places I haven't yet visited.<br />
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I had never been to <a href="http://www.descansogardens.org/">Descanso Gardens</a> before and we both loved it! Created on a Camellia Farm, purchased from the Japanese owners for a "fair price", when they faced internment during World War II, it was just absolutely, beautiful.<br />
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Another So. Cal. favorite, Phillipe's-Home of the Original French Dip Sandwich, was also new to me. Shan and I both found ourselves "mmmming" as we ate, so good and such a unique place! French dip sandwich, pickled egg, heavenly dill pickles, homemade lemonade, coleslaw, all delicious! We loved it!<br />
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The "Best Chinese Restaurant in Monterey Park", according to several on-line sites, was indeed the best CHINESE restaurant. It was AUTHENTIC and we were the only non-Chinese in the place, which was a very large and packed restaurant. No Sweet and Sour here, oh no, we're talking jellyfish, tortoise, duck feet and an interesting complimentary, Barley dessert "soup', kind of a watery, lightly sweet, cinnamon(?) porridge...It reminded me of something a very sick person would have been fed in a Dicken's novel. Only chopsticks were provided and I did my best, which isn't saying much! Finally one of the many waiters who were standing on the sidelines, almost at attention, came over and asked, "you won fowk?" Everyone in the restaurant was eating the lovely fried, giant, prawns "in toto", just as they were prepared, heads, little legs, shell and all. I figured "when in Rome" and decided to attempt the same... I am blaming the shells for my latest bout of Diverticulitis. Anyway, Shan and I agreed that a loud outburst of laughter and conversation probably ensued once we walked out the door! I'm sure we were a comical sight., at least I was, Shan is chopstick savvy.<br />
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Speaking of Chinese Americans.Everyone knows that there is at least one donut shop every block in So. Cal. and the best donuts, in my experience, are the ones made by a Chinese cook. We, once again, turned to google to find the best donuts in our area and when we walked in and was greeted by an old Chinese guy behind the counter, Shan and I looked at each other and shared a silent, exultant, "YES!" We knew we had chosen wisely. Oh! They were good!<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5cIgn4hrVXZ9GGh4J0db8b_Sv-ZZncpMNLPyIdAe_dvLk1gtB4xb5NvXryZJbeS1fBzlJZ7EKkM4_fpcfmTMZdUTodmvvBDZJDqzCDF8ZQ9vi1E4dUztH-5j0l7N-ot8gwRsU2IcAK08/s1600/P1020773.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5cIgn4hrVXZ9GGh4J0db8b_Sv-ZZncpMNLPyIdAe_dvLk1gtB4xb5NvXryZJbeS1fBzlJZ7EKkM4_fpcfmTMZdUTodmvvBDZJDqzCDF8ZQ9vi1E4dUztH-5j0l7N-ot8gwRsU2IcAK08/s200/P1020773.JPG" width="200" /></a>After visiting the <a href="http://www.getty.edu/visit/">Getty Villa</a> in Malibu, we had lunch at <a href="http://themalibucafe.com/">M Cafe</a>, an interesting place. We were seated by the bar since we had actually missed our reservation because I took a wrong turn, necessitating 40 minutes of hairpin switchbacks through a wild Malibu canyon, (car sick, anyone?) anyway... Once we got there it was largely populated by a mix of Malibu/Hollywood Hybrids ( if I ever see one more plumped upper-lip, spray tan or insanely high wedge sandals, it will be too soon) and families with dogs and kids running around. Shan felt out of place with our conservative attire, but me... one of the gifts of getting older is, "I don't give a DAMN what they think, my money is just as green as theirs." Check out the website, it is much less "manicured" than shown, almost had a mom and pop feel to it or maybe just budget problems, but still, I liked it!<br />
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It looked like<i> this</i> the day we were there><br />
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So, that's it in a nutshell. So fun to spend some time with my girl, back in the land of my youth! <br />
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Returned to school after a week of exotic travel, intellectual stimulation and...<br />
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Well, what really happened is, I didn't do much of anything for 5 days and it suited me just fine, thank-you.<br />
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I attended the funeral of a good friend's brother. It is horrible when it takes a funeral to get the two of us together but, I was glad to be a small support to her and to be able to honor her brother and his surviving partner, of 25 years. He was listed, by first name only, as his best friend in the obituary. I am not judging those who authored the obit. I know they were doing the best they could. But it broke my heart and made me hope for the day when fear won't keep us from proudly acknowledging the caring, committed relationship of a loved one.<br />
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I had lunch with a friend who told me she had promised herself she would not be "negative" at our lunch date. I advised her, as her "therapist", that in this case negative was good. Where else can you be "negative" if not with a trusted friend? I go home feeling purged after one of my "sessions" with my "therapists". Hey, lunch is a lot cheaper than <i>real </i>therapy and I would guess there's also a lot more humor involved! So bitch away! Then go home with a smile on your face, knowing you aren't alone in the battle and it's possibly not as bad as it seemed before you brought it all out across the lunch table and umpteen refills of diet coke.<br />
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One early morning, I took my synthetic down comforter, and a jillion quarters, to the laundromat. Although having all the machines to yourself brings a kind of "early-bird getting the worm" sort of self satisfaction, being in a laundromat alone, in a deserted strip mall is creepy. I thought of just going to sit in my car to wait for my load, but I <span style="font-size: large;">LOVE</span> that dang comforter and I guess I would risk robbery rather than have it snatched from the dryer! I was really relieved when another early bird, arms loaded with Big Load items, showed up.<br />
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Having watched 1-4 episodes per day, I can proudly say that I am caught up to Season 4 of Breaking Bad. I have become addicted to it, much like the meth heads often portrayed in the show. I just think it is genius, so well written, the characters well developed, causing me to laugh out loud one minute and to yell out, "hurry, hurry!! arghhhh!", the next. I'm hooked! The new season doesn't start til Fall! How will I survive?<br />
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Lastly, took Shannon and Barry to a hole-in-the-wall Mexican place over on the west side of town, and I mean WEST in the worst sense of the word. Or the best sense, depending on what you're looking for. You want dive, holeinthewall, go west young man! This place had four small, 4 person booths and a counter that was almost part of the tiny kitchen, seating another four. Food was served on old,finely cracked, melamine plates of the beige, slightly speckled 1960 variety. I can only wonder how many thrift stores the owners had to scour to get a set of 13. No soda machine, bottled-pop only, and plastic forks. The food was great, very authentic. Barry loved it, saying it took him right back to his Central Mexico Mission, in more ways than one. It was delicious!...and waay too much money! I guess in the novelty of the experience, I didn't notice the prices while ordering. While the food was wonderful, the service-ware and general state of the building called for a price break. I thought $9.00 (an old) plate was a bit much! But it was fun being together, feeling adventurous, so worth it. And I guess you <i>are</i> paying for the ambiance.<br />
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Hope you enjoyed a love filled Easter!cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-65399631856661408912012-03-27T23:08:00.000-06:002012-03-27T23:08:49.743-06:00A ReprieveWell, I still have my job, the one I love!<br />
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Friday afternoon at 3:00, everyone got an email that basically said, "If I haven't met with you this week, you will be in the same job next year." I breathed a sigh of relief, getting teary as I read it to my office-mate.Two teachers were released from their contracts, seven others shifted to other grades. It wasn't just my imagination.<br />
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I am a person who is always "waiting for the other shoe to drop". Why do I always fear that the good spot I'm in can't last forever? I somehow think of my worrying as being prepared, always steeled against disappointment. But why do I anticipate disappointment? To maintain a sense of control? Because I feel that I don't really deserve happiness? I don't know...<br />
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So, with a little survivor's guilt, I happily look to next year. I hear that there will be many changes in the program I am involved in, but as I said, "Baby, I'll do anything.."<br />
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Thanks for listening to my worries, Cathy<br />
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.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-2145915009220294772012-03-22T22:01:00.003-06:002012-03-22T22:15:30.714-06:00I love you I need you I want you.I hate feeling like I'm "outta the loop", like somebody knows something I don't...about me. And that is what is going on lately at work. So, it is with much anxiety that I announce I may have a big post after this weekend...or later...depending on how long the powers that be drag this thing out, this batch of intrigue, speculation, and questioning, served with a steaming cuppa' hot resentment and angst. Moving people around like chess pieces. It's good to mix things up.<br />
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I think... or I may just be suffering from paranoia. But I'm feeling the vibes.<br />
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Things are starting to line up, like all of the pointed looks while being asked vague but leading questions. Questions for which I don't have an answer. I look back on conversations and think, "Oh my gosh, is THAT what they were getting at, is THAT why they asked ..."<br />
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I've had it pretty good these last 10 years. I've<b> loved</b> my job. Loved it. I felt like I was led to it by Providence. It was where I was meant to be. <br />
Five years ago I went from simply loving it, to needing it, when I went full-time to provide my family with health insurance. Then, it was something I was glad that I loved, because there was no going back, especially having joined the ranks of The Cancer Patient.<br />
And now, I want it, want it with an "I'll do anything baby, just don't leave me!" desperation.<br />
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Insert a thoughful pause, punctuated by small shoulder shrug, with raised eyebrows, here. <br />
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Let's hope I'm a little paranoid.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-53190174819768877232012-03-15T23:57:00.000-06:002012-03-15T23:57:08.968-06:00Old FriendI have been thinking so often of an old friend lately, and for me that usually means something.<br />
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I have had dreams, intuitions, and other things that are meaningful to me and that have been "spot-on". While I don't consider myself<i> psychic, </i>by any means, I do have these experiences (for lack of a better word), that are unexplained and out of the blue.<br />
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These thoughts I was having were most strong last week and, being unable to contact my friend, I just hoped for the best and put them out of my mind. Then, the other night I on my way home from Parent Teacher Conference, I flipped on the radio and heard a little known artist on a nighttime Jazz program that I rarely, if ever, listen to. Boy, that music took me back to the olden days, when we were friends. Then, today I saw something on MSN's home page that was strongly tied to this old friend and my thoughts were once again at the forefront.<br />
SO...<br />
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On the very small chance that they might check my blog from time to time...<br />
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Old Friend, <br />
Out of the blue, you've been strongly in my thoughts. I hope all is well for you and your family, that you are all happy, healthy... wealthy and wise : ) Just hope everything is good for you and that you still listen to Claude Bolling every now and then. Take care.<br />
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Your old friend, Cathycathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-19389897995380908182012-02-25T00:14:00.003-07:002012-02-25T23:37:01.541-07:00Sundance with my BFFs. My friend Gail and I met up in Macey's parking lot, ready to head north through the elements. The rain of the morning with Shannon, had now turned to snow. Thank goodness, once again, we could wait inside for the second Sundance movie of my day! <br />
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Elena is a Russian film with subtitles. When I think about Russian movies, I think of something stark, depressive, with a nihilistic theme. I don't know how I developed this opinion, it's not as if I've seen a lot of Russian movies. I must have seen one sometime and it stuck with me, but honestly Elena was pretty much spot-on with my expectation. It was a tale about unfairness, about how this woman was sometimes powerless, how this woman found a solution and about how things are pretty much hopeless either way. Yes. It <i>was</i> a Russian movie.<br />
It gave us a lot to think and talk about on the way home. Russian movie or not, it is a common story, crossing cultural lines about women in general. Universal themes such as what mothers give up for their children and husbands, dependency, regret, feeling powerless, feeling over, and ever, responsible. <br />
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So! As we sat in our seats, people were filing in, filling every spot and I was telling Gail about Oxygen Woman. I'll be darned if she didn't appear right over Gail's shoulder, eyeing the open seat next to me! She glanced at me and moved on down the aisle, as I covertly hit Gail in the thigh and gave her a pointed "look" to alert her to what had just happened! Gail looked and turned to me with her own "pointed look", nodding!<br />
"That's her! That's Oxygen Gal!!" I whispered to Gail with glee!<br />
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<a href="http://filmguide.sundance.org/film/120086/fathers_chair">Fathers Chair</a><br />
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Sunday arrived, the sun shining! The snow was gone and, once again, I was heading north with one of my bffs to see a movie! Life is good! <a href="http://lifeinredshoes.blogspot.com/">Bridgette</a> agreed, that it was great to be out broadening our horizons together! Some of you may be thinking, " going to the movies instead of church!? Broadening your horizons? the horizon of HELL!"<br />
Actually, I think "playing hooky" may have added to the pleasure, the novelty of the excursion. But then, I'm bad, so...<br />
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Fathers Chair was, this time, not about a woman, but about a man with unresolved issues of abandonment. (can they ever be resolved?). He loses his son, journeys through the, mostly beautiful, countryside of southern Brazil to find his son and finds his father and himself in the process. We both agreed that when his father explains " I can't hear you!" in a wood shop, after all the years of their estrangement, he really<i> can't</i> "hear him", never could, never will. And the relationship, should he continue it from there on out, will have to be based on that knowledge. His father isn't able to give him what he wants. Can he be happy with what he is able to give? Can he accept his father's inadequacies?<br />
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We stopped at the clean and retro Village Inn where Bridget treated me to a piece of Rhubarb pie. I know...Rhubarb?? It just sounded good, and it was! We solved the world's problems, discussing acceptance, forgiveness, the kindness of strangers, familial relationships and disappointments. Like I said, these movies really give you a lot of "food for thought"...but that doesn't mean you still don't need a nice piece of pie with your bff!<br />
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Oh! And guess who was there? I'll give you ONE guess. hahahahacathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-27522473793144648252012-02-12T10:09:00.000-07:002012-02-12T10:09:59.368-07:00Sundance! I finally got tickets!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggLhgjRUz14_-6AaxsLwY4rd8b54Pz1qVJf5oaMFwKzQq12ts2ofCpBAA3TRmwNkdJpLQAQxyiyA3f-xInK3U24_NiXH_PvZBF08uInAGLjTS4YmiylUNMjsdKAPUhMnKZwJvsjRp7MUg/s1600/theater.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="294" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggLhgjRUz14_-6AaxsLwY4rd8b54Pz1qVJf5oaMFwKzQq12ts2ofCpBAA3TRmwNkdJpLQAQxyiyA3f-xInK3U24_NiXH_PvZBF08uInAGLjTS4YmiylUNMjsdKAPUhMnKZwJvsjRp7MUg/s320/theater.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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First movie- <a href="http://www.imdb.com/video/imdb/vi2979176729/">Middle of Nowhere </a><br />
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</tbody></table>Saturday morning, Shan drove up in a pouring rain, to pick me up a couple of hours before the movie. We figured 40 minutes before the film to be in line, 45 minutes to eat our scrumptious Gourmandise brunch, and half-hour to drive and find a place to park. Yes, we were women with a plan...and umbrellas!<br />
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The wait line was inside at Rose Wagner Theater and thank goodness, cause it was still cats and dogs outside! The theater filled, finally leaving only a few single seats open, one of which was next to Shan. Soon, down the aisle lumbers an older woman, trailing an oxygen unit beside her, the Pssss, Pssss, sound preceding her. Shan immediately starts to pray, "not this seat, not this seat..." Shan's a kind, compassionate person but the high, whistle-y pssss of a p.o.c. just hits her ears like a tiny dog whistle. But, sure 'nough the old gal takes the seat next to Shan. But whatever, Shan figures if she's got the gumption to make her way out to a movie or 20, she was wearing one of the platinum passes, good for her. Then she proceeds to cough, and cough, the very deep, phlegm-y cough of my poor old grandma who died with emphysema. Then she proceeds, once the movie has started, to slowly and laboriously open some candy wrapped in the most child-proof, crackly, crinkly, material known to man.<br />
She has a large, opened bottle of water on her knee and about halfway through the movie, it proceeds to tip, first spilling over to pour onto Shan's upper pant leg, then falling to the floor and splashing up and soaking Shan's lower pant leg. Through it all, the poor woman really smelled like a Depends past its prime. Poor old gal...and poor Shan.<br />
She figured maybe it was Jesus in disguise. You know, the "<a href="http://bible.cc/matthew/25-44.htm">when did we see thee in prison..</a>." thing, so she tried to cut the "Oxygen Woman" some slack. Shan's pants were soaked.<br />
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Anyway, we loved the movie! Great cast and very thought provoking. Watching Ruby discover her strength, seeing her eyes open, finding her voice, gave us so many things to talk about, like motivations, being blinded by love, family dynamics and other important things such as how hot the lead actor was. It has a super soundtrack that I hope will be released soon! It was fun to see the stars in a question/answer session after, to hear their thoughts on making the film, on their characters. And it was especially fun to spend a rainy, Saturday morning with my girl amongst the cinophiles : )cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-11683184330777910322012-02-09T21:36:00.006-07:002012-02-12T10:16:07.318-07:00Overheard in...Fried chicken from Smith's, steamed fresh broccoli, instant mashed potatoes, rolls.<br />
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Mad- "Ughhh, this chicken is <i>terrible</i>! Is it okay to eat? How <i>old</i> is this chicken, it's <i>soo</i> dry? Where did you <i>buy</i> this chicken?"<br />
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Calm- "Smiths. It was on my way home."<br />
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Mad- "Well, it's the <i>worst</i> chicken I've ever eaten, geez, it's awful! What's the <i>date</i> on it?"<br />
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Calm- "I don't know. It's from the chicken place, the deli guy put it in the bag from the big pile o' chicken."<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8reJAu5oS-ce2EhGQpByZq_CrZLFGyXrAM-Qwx_MQDOIFylKy7-1dvf9xH_UwbOG6GCodONukVyZKRTYoTnIVAJ0ffYeEFZSOiKKQbUtRPIi0snYr86SI-q1f9JSAy-s_Nm8DqeWbPCQ/s1600/images.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="141" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8reJAu5oS-ce2EhGQpByZq_CrZLFGyXrAM-Qwx_MQDOIFylKy7-1dvf9xH_UwbOG6GCodONukVyZKRTYoTnIVAJ0ffYeEFZSOiKKQbUtRPIi0snYr86SI-q1f9JSAy-s_Nm8DqeWbPCQ/s200/images.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>Mad- "Well, it's <i>terrible</i>. Ugh it's so dry. This is <i>yesterday's </i>chicken! Worriedly- This won't make us <i>sick</i>, will it!?<br />
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Calm- "I'm sure it's fine."<br />
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Mad- "Well, this chicken is the wors..."<br />
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Calm- Still fairly calm "Shut Up about the chicken! So it's not the best chicken, sheesh!"<br />
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Mad- "Didn't you <i>look</i> at it when they bagged it?"<br />
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Calm- "No, I didn't. I've been gone for 12 hours. I was hungry and tired and we needed dinner. You are welcome to fix dinner any Thursday when you know I have a late class."<br />
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Mad, - Angrily "Well, if you didn't want to cook dinner, why didn't you just <i>say so</i>!"<br />
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Calm- Silently, calmly, chews her dry chicken. It <i>was</i> terrible chicken.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-47401210476166776592012-01-14T20:16:00.009-07:002012-01-15T23:01:30.753-07:00Overheard in...Standing in line at Sizzlers, a 50-ish couple and a man in his late 20's.<br />
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1st person- "I'm going to get the Senior Special."<br />
2nd and 3rd persons nod without judgement.<br />
1st Person to 2nd person - "You should get the Senior Special, too."<br />
Person #2 mildly grimaces and shakes her head.<br />
Person #1- "The Senior Special comes with a free drink!" <br />
2nd Person- "oh, I usually just get water anyway."<br />
1st Person- "Yeah, but if you get the Senior Special, you can ask for water and then you can give your drink to 3rd person!" This said with a slight nod as he intently looks at 2nd person.<br />
2nd Person aggravated now- "I'm not getting the Senior Special!<br />
I... am... <i>not...</i>a Senior!....and I don't <i>look </i>like a Senior!"<br />
1st Person has no reply, but you can tell he's miffed.<br />
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The waitress asks them, as they stand in line, for their order. <br />
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1st Person- holding his hand half-way over his mouth as he "scratches" his nose, quickly and furtively, without making eye contact, says in a low voice - "I'll have the Senior Special."<br />
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omg!! It reminded me of something you'd see George Costanza do on Seinfeld! hehehe<br />
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By the way, drinks were not included, but were $1.99.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-88616390420148044342012-01-01T11:22:00.002-07:002012-01-01T11:39:23.972-07:00All Lanes Open!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-J_hWiWWCshU/TwCJqjWmwTI/AAAAAAAAA9w/ErOzEhSeQYU/s1600/images.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-J_hWiWWCshU/TwCJqjWmwTI/AAAAAAAAA9w/ErOzEhSeQYU/s1600/images.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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I have always felt that the <i>real</i> "New Year" starts with each new <i>school year</i> but, that aside, here we are in 2012! Although I feel like my own granny when I say it, the times passes faster every year! 2011 went by in a flash!<br />
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This year, I'd like to see some changes. I want to look at the coming year with this attitude.<br />
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ALL LANES OPEN<br />
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2011 held many joys, comforts, trials and conundrums, comings and goings, beginnings and endings.<br />
I'm sure 2012 will be much the same. Life goes on, same ol' same ol', unless we want to do something different to make it change. The hard part is doing something different or I guess, doing the same things <i>differently</i>. I'm like most people, in that, I do the same things, the same way, over and over and am disappointed when I don't see different results.<br />
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But I can change anything I want, using all lanes to "get there", the scenic way, the fast lane, the carpool lane, maybe using some lanes I've never taken before and maybe returning to others that I had almost forgotten.<br />
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The scenic routes, the ways that make me happy, feeling like "myself", I hope to take more often, probably in the carpool lane, sharing good times with friends and loved ones.<br />
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Most of the time, I'm going to try and avoid rush hour, although now and then, making it through rush hour gets your blood flowing!<br />
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I know I don't want to continue on the same rutted road, trying and often failing to avoid the same old potholes, over and over, ending up in exactly the same uncomfortable, but familiar place.<br />
Maya Angelou said<span class="body">: "If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude".</span> Sometimes, that is all you are able to change and it is enough, but it definitely takes a lane change.<br />
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ALL LANES OPEN<br />
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This year, I'll work on making changes that will be revelatory, healthy and comforting.<br />
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ALL LANES OPEN <br />
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Shopping done!<br />
Wrapping done!<br />
Stocking stuffers bought!<br />
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Neighbor gifts, Cranberry/blue cheese- cheese balls, prepared to be delivered!<br />
I've never, in many years, been so ahead of the Christmas game! <br />
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Groceries bought!<br />
<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kZjTh8O7_n0/TvLGTbGER-I/AAAAAAAAA9Y/m_7NtACzcqg/s1600/IMAG0050.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="177" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kZjTh8O7_n0/TvLGTbGER-I/AAAAAAAAA9Y/m_7NtACzcqg/s320/IMAG0050.jpg" width="320" /></a>This humble little trio, a mom on piano and her sweet little children on their violin and cello, provided Christmas music to shop by. I was teary eyed as I pushed my cart through the aisles as their innocent, slightly squeeky but beautifully honest notes wafted down the aisles. It was just so sweet and true! It touched my heart with a grateful spirit.<br />
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All I need are some Bingo gifts and a unisex "big" gift. And tomatoes. And peppermint ice-cream. And something to take around to the young, single women from church that I visit. And flowers from Costco... Gee, I guess I spoke too soon.<br />
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Oh well, I still feel pret-ty, prett-y good about my preparations! That's what Larry David always says "Pret-ty, pret-ty good" Anybody out there watch Curb Your Enthusiasm? Funny show, but get the edited version, otherwise you'll hear a lot of the "bomb". On another T.V. note, I watched Downton Abbey for the first time! Loved it! I must dvr the new season starting in January!cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-72691279843685852412011-12-15T22:16:00.001-07:002011-12-15T22:20:03.170-07:00Excuses, Excuses....I know I haven't posted in a long time.<br />
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I haven't died. <br />
I haven't lost my fingers in a horrible industrial accident.<br />
I haven't run off to join the circus. (although I've been tempted)<br />
I haven't been placed into the Witness Protection Program.<br />
I haven't started working on a PHD. (I'd have to get a Masters first)<br />
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So, what's my excuse?<br />
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I'm just kind of losing interest, that, and I'm lazy.<br />
I'm not a blogger that likes to check in often, just kind of sharing my day to day antics. NOT that there's anything wrong with that! (I sound like Seinfeld!) Really, I love reading the blogs of those gals who do share their day-to-day, it's just not me. I usually have to have some topic that I need to blab about. And often, when I think of the effort it's going to take to organize my thoughts and TYPE it up, I just think, "ugh, do I really want to share it that bad?"<br />
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I'm a horrible typist. I can't sit down and ra ta tat some entertaining or thoughtful piece in a quarter of an hour! I know that if I practiced, practiced, practiced I'd would become faster, but I don't wanna! I practiced, practiced, practiced when I was thinking of a job change last Spring and I got up to a swift 37 wpm. I know, I know, stop laughing!<br />
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So, I'm really thinking of<br />
a. giving it up<br />
b. trying to write a small day-to-day antic every week...I guess that would actually be a week-to-week antic.<br />
c. practicing typing WHILE writing the blog more often.<br />
d. hiring a personal scribe.<br />
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We'll see. In the meantime, check back from time to time. Just don't worry if I disappear now and then like an old tom cat. <br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Amanda, of <a href="http://baseballandcocoapuffs.blogspot.com/">Baseball and Cocoapuffs</a>, posted this pic, along with the story of her son's birth. <br />
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</tbody></table>I have to tell you how much I appreciate this picture!<br />
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I am so tired of "fashion photo-shoot" birth pictures. I've noticed recently that many brand-new moms present a picture of dewy freshness immediately after giving birth, lying artfully arranged in a peignoir on the hospital bed, with perfectly styled hair and make-up, looking dewy fresh.<br />
Whatever happened to a beautiful, wrung-out, happy, emotional, newly delivered mom?<br />
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Now let me also say, that if your thing is to look like a newly delivered Angelina Jolie on the cover of People Magazine, more power to you. It's just not my taste.<br />
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Maybe, because I always looked like a bloated refugee from a horrible natural disaster, holding a baby close while dressed in the standard hospital gown that came in light blue boxer underwear pattern or gray boxer underwear pattern, I am jealous.<br />
That may be, but there is something so emotionally honest in the beautifully haggard new mom pics that touches my heart and sets my tears to start, that I don't find in the staged pictures.<br />
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So kudos to you Amanda, and your lovely, honest "Madonna and Child"!cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-50649196358398040492011-11-11T22:54:00.001-07:002011-11-11T22:54:54.853-07:00UnfaithfulI'm sorry blog. <br />
I have been unfaithful.<br />
I have neglected you because I have found something that doesn't require as much thought to express myself.<br />
Facebook.<br />
Every day when I get home from school I check out the latest entries and I let the comments flow.<br />
Oh believe me, I always have something to say!<br />
In 20 words or less I can given my opinion, be a smart-ass or an inspiration, crack people up or at least cause a chuckle and in doing so I don't even have to think of a title!<br />
No one has to "leave a comment", something that proves difficult for some readers, simply hit LIKE and I know "you love me, you really love me".<br />
It's so easy and shallow and now that school is back in session and I am working with 40 kids per day, I desire to play in the shallow end of the writing pool. I'm tired and brain dead when I finally have a minute to write.<br />
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So forgive me my infrequent posts, my 6 faithful readers... and watch for comments and likes on your F-book posts.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-57228355448842228252011-10-25T12:29:00.000-06:002011-10-25T12:29:31.760-06:00Reading Between the Lines<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a2a2a; font-family: Tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">The following is an email exchange between my daughter and me.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a2a2a; font-family: Tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">"Are you at court today? How are you? I am in such a bad mood, dad started it off this morning talking abt. "yeah, just think, only so many days of daylight savings left. I cant wait!" I have told him a hundred times, I hate when daylight savings ends. I dont care if it's light in the MORNING! I'd rather have it light at night! So I finally asked him if he really <i>didn't</i> know how I felt abt.it and if he did, how come he had to keep rubbing my nose in it when I've TOLD him a million time I dont WANT TO HEAR it! It just bugged me! I wouldnt keep reminding him about something that was going to happen that <i>he</i> didn't want to happen. Im sure he just thought, "wow SHE"S in a bad mood" but I wasn't til he started in. AND he didnt leave any light on for me downstairs, he comes up after his breakfast and shuts everything off. THAT bugs me, it's pitch dark, leave a light on for me. arghhhhhhh! guess i am in a bad mood hahaha ugh! well, hope you are having a good day and are in a good mood! : ) love you, mom</span><br />
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<div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;">I was at court this morning. It was okay- I wasn’t there that long. There’s a door man/bailiff that thinks he’s the shiznit (creepy middle age guy) and he is always discriminating against women. “Take off your shoes” “Put that in the bin” etc etc when he doesn’t make the MEN take off their shoes. He’s an ass. Kirk has complained to the court about him before b/c of the way he acts and he changed for a little bit, but he’s getting back into old habits.</span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;">I’ve been moody the past couple of days. I’m trying to stay positive, but it’s hard! I also hate…no loathe, when daylight savings ends. Seriously, I get really depressed. I might go tanning once a week, as I heard that helps. But I don’t want to get burnt…hmm…it just sucks. That is rude of dad- I HATE when people don’t leave a light on. Dad just doesn’t think or consider other peoples thoughts/feelings. He just seriously doesn’t get it. I sorry. Let’s do fun things this winter!</span><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;"> I hope your day gets better! We’re ordering lunch today from Village Baker b/c of a birthday. I got egg salad (no bread) and a spinach salad. Sounded good!</span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;">Talk to you soon- Love you!!! shan</span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;"><br />
</span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">So many things said here. </span></span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">We are both dieting, low carb. Mmmm egg salad and spinach salad! Yum! My choices today were "grilled cheese" (only in the loosest sense of what a good grilled cheese sandwich is) mini-corndogs, frozen burrito. We no longer have a daily salad bar for teachers, only on Wed. and Fri. So it was an apple for me. My weight has steadily been climbing since school started and I've got to get back on the stick...celery stick!</span></span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">We both are "seasonally affected". While I don't get really depressed, too badly, it is just so sad for me to see the days shorten. Then I remember, you just have to make it til Dec. 21st and the days lengthen once more!</span></span></div><div class="ecxMsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">I am trying to stay positive too. She actually ovulated this month and you cant help but get your hopes up.</span></span></div><div><span style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 17px;">He really doesn't get it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #1f497d; font-family: 'Century Gothic', sans-serif;">I feel better already : )</span></div>cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-14742310135883826662011-10-08T19:56:00.000-06:002011-10-08T19:56:55.027-06:00Wonderful SaturdayWonderful Saturday, what made thee such a wonderful Saturday?<br />
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Was it because there was some sunshine peeking through the clouds, on a beautiful vista of snow capped mountains across the valley? Even with the temperature being 50 degrees, very un-like what we usually think early October should be, it was still a beautiful morning.<br />
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Was it the usual NPR Saturday line-up, which never fails to make me think and laugh? It always accompanies me on my journeys to the many exciting destinations of a Saturday morning, like the grocery store. It makes me sad to turn off the car in the middle of a great story and I admit spending way too much time sitting in the car, in the Smith's parking lot, listening til the end of "Wait, Wait, Don't Tell Me". I had a thought today, that maybe I could use my phone to listen with earphones to a podcast. Would people think I was crazy as I burst into laughter, or made some other seemingly inappropriate expression, as I walked the aisles with my cart? Probably.<br />
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Was it because we had a fun lunch date with friends, friends who "get us", who laugh at and with us? After lunch, we went over to the mall to buy Don some "excercise shorts" in his words, otherwise known as basketball shorts and a dress shirt. But when he talked about them he kept getting mixed up saying he had to "buy some dress shorts", so that was the running joke...yes, I know, we are easily amused and I guess you had to be there, but those are the kinds of silly things that cause friends to laugh, with and at each other, things that no one else would find funny. Our friend needed new jeans and there was much talk about changing sizes, styles, rises, washes. We two wives decided he should get the kind endorsed by sexy Mike (Dirty Jobs) Rowe. Lee Jeans knows well, the demographic of their customers.<br />
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Don and Barry left early for the BYU game. As soon as the door closed, I turned off the television, leaving me alone in the house with only the sound of the clock ticking. This is something that I love, but seldom get to enjoy.<br />
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And so I sit in the quiet, with only a few well chosen lamps burning softly and type<br />
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It was a wonderful Saturday.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-37438170618339490652011-09-24T21:55:00.005-06:002011-09-24T22:35:12.019-06:00Going Back to Cali.I often see friends and acquaintances reporting on a girl's weekend or girl's mini-vacay on facebook and blogs. They're usually enjoying some bff or sister time in Vegas, a cabin or on a cruise and I've always lamented that I'd never been on one. Well, this weekend my mom and her three girls went down to So. Cal for my uncle's funeral. Yes, for me to get a mini-vacay someone has to die.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvKHqzNEKRjuSquddw-4SUqd2v9odsbkNu5DQ56dWfOjfT5QZKwMSjpaq6fzmX2gbv5T_SZEprl3SVLBf4Mkc-AoK8KnTqUEVD2dYxQKDzZMEhuNNG83-0ErucQKSujXVk8wmzQfS_O8k/s1600/1.1271386298.cajon-pass.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvKHqzNEKRjuSquddw-4SUqd2v9odsbkNu5DQ56dWfOjfT5QZKwMSjpaq6fzmX2gbv5T_SZEprl3SVLBf4Mkc-AoK8KnTqUEVD2dYxQKDzZMEhuNNG83-0ErucQKSujXVk8wmzQfS_O8k/s200/1.1271386298.cajon-pass.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>My mom's younger brother passed away last week after a short fight with cancer, so my daughter Shannon, sister Cheryl and I drove down to Hurricane Utah to pick up my mom. After spending the night, we left the next morning for L.A., a trip of about 6 hours. I grew up in L.A. and dropping down Cajon Pass feels like entering the home stretch, almost there, the portal to my past. For all its traffic, graffiti, and SMOG, I still wouldn't mind living there IF I had enough (a lot of) money and the rest of my family were down there, too. Of course, that's easy to say when your just there for a short visit, staying in a darling little cabin home in Mountain Pass, on the road to Lake Arrowhead.<br />
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While there we visited the largest cemetery in the U.S. and tromped around several aptly named areas: Garden of Serenity, Garden of Tranquility, Garden of Eternal Rest, you get the idea, whilst looking for the grave-sites of our dearly departed. The kind, if stupid, employees of the largest cemetery in the U.S. drew elaborate directions on maps which proved to be more confusing than anything else. We finally found and photographed the headstones, with Shannon acting as our bird dog, more often than not finding the grave site before anyone else, then standing on the spot and waving her arms silently, so as not to wake the dead. As we spread out and walked the rows in a kind of search party formation, the cemetery security force cruised by a couple of times probably thinking we were one of those bands of bronze thieves, but upon asking if we could be helped, they realized we were just hapless illiterates, unable to read a cemetery map.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim8hk4P8_P7Om_ZparbnMr45KhQTKsTmMWwI64vG1cASX3fz4qIBbxrA4ekVw0WsB1PnAzPs51HOOOq5CS16nGqPCsuN8QPxO-We8O1KgsEerfFD1CjpgZDoKHNEvOqtfoZMITCsH4rI4/s1600/northwoods.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim8hk4P8_P7Om_ZparbnMr45KhQTKsTmMWwI64vG1cASX3fz4qIBbxrA4ekVw0WsB1PnAzPs51HOOOq5CS16nGqPCsuN8QPxO-We8O1KgsEerfFD1CjpgZDoKHNEvOqtfoZMITCsH4rI4/s200/northwoods.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>We wanted to go to someplace for dinner that held memories for us and settled on the North Woods Inn. The faux log lodge with snow-covered roof was always a special occasion destination. Inside stained glass lamps provided a dim, rosy light, the waiters sang Happy Birthday Barbershop style and while waiting for your reservation you drank Shirley Temples and ate peanuts <i>throwing the shells on the floor</i>! It was pretty much the same and we were all a little giddy that we had stepped back into a time-machine, reliving so many happy occasions.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYh02KpzCUoKnx1utLTL6gtDvWJdEVmhuCbkEDkUzgSN6gj4G1fUJrWiManVzMZ0VgGH6RwfA1zixu4SWcyCvvKdoBaXMsNch4_iGP_suXXZlMVJCuN8tj9kgL0DV3UNh8zItTtNwM-7s/s1600/Robbins+post+picture.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYh02KpzCUoKnx1utLTL6gtDvWJdEVmhuCbkEDkUzgSN6gj4G1fUJrWiManVzMZ0VgGH6RwfA1zixu4SWcyCvvKdoBaXMsNch4_iGP_suXXZlMVJCuN8tj9kgL0DV3UNh8zItTtNwM-7s/s320/Robbins+post+picture.JPG" width="320" /></a>Next morning, I woke up early and Shan came with me to make the trip into town to buy a<b> <a href="http://www.theatlantic.com/life/archive/10/03/chinese_and_doughnuts_a_california_mystery/37319/">Chinese Donut</a></b>. Chinese donuts, imh, are the best donuts in the world. If you want a good donut, at least in So.Cal., find a little strip mall Chinese food place that makes and sells donuts in the morning. I'm not kidding!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Shan and me in the back row, sister Cheryl to my right. Mom right in front of me and my sister Tracy to mom's left. </td></tr>
</tbody></table>I'm not going to continue with the travel log, other than to say the funeral was a good funeral, the trip home long, the personality clashes few, but hey, we are four very strong personalities, mama didn't raise no shrinking violets. We have decided that this must happen again, this Baker Girl excursion! My mom just relished being with her girls and we all feel the same! We'll go back!cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-87068219254110502692011-09-12T23:17:00.000-06:002011-09-12T23:17:13.052-06:00It's not your job to like me - it's mine.I am a pleaser.<br />
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Over the decades of my life, I have become less a pleaser than I used to be, but I am a pleaser, just the same.<br />
One of the problems with being an <i>evolving pleaser</i> is that now, when I find the gumption to do things my way or say what I think, I am often overcome with remorse.<br />
"Why did I say that outloud?"<br />
"What was I thinking!"<br />
"What will they think?"<br />
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I know lots of people that never waste a minute worrying in this way. They happily and unashamedly announce to the world their opinions, insights and arguments, never worrying about fallout.<br />
Recently I was visited by a woman I didn't know well, someone who wanted to get to know me better. As we talked about "how I was doing" I recounted my experience with cancer, work, children and other things that woman talk about. Then she asked me a more personal question and before I answered, I thought to myself, "I'm going to be candid."<br />
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I got the feeling that she was a little disconcerted at my "telling it like it is." Maybe surprised at what I had to say, she was very sympathetic but I thought I caught some alarm in her eyes.<br />
Of course, immediately after opening-up, I regretted it. Now she knew my "secret", would it stay a secret? Would there be fall-out. (I realize you're probably wondering what in the heck I'm talking about, but I have to be a little circumspect here. )<br />
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On the one hand it felt good to be...I guess you could say, honest. I know it didn't please her. It sent me into my usual speakers remorse and wondering what got into me. So, this evolving into a more honest yet tactful person is hard work, much easier just to say what people want to hear.<br />
But I will keep at it, in a nice way.cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5722510478546049893.post-31906286336148651212011-08-17T15:22:00.008-06:002011-08-17T23:09:14.741-06:00Time for School<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_mWa53MIOF55K7JKhtnITXcLvYdHitqUylfSCFe9jS3M1sxlFOQnLNchw52sCs1MTrJX1pRLHhwpfRJvCwKYXF55OleYjzDoWsZ4Z0o-cGiTOgEFADlVSm22EUUJUAcXCdWnhhOjSRLs/s1600/images.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_mWa53MIOF55K7JKhtnITXcLvYdHitqUylfSCFe9jS3M1sxlFOQnLNchw52sCs1MTrJX1pRLHhwpfRJvCwKYXF55OleYjzDoWsZ4Z0o-cGiTOgEFADlVSm22EUUJUAcXCdWnhhOjSRLs/s1600/images.jpg" /></a></div>The other day I was bemoaning the fact that I had to start back to school August 16th. I realize I am lucky to even get "the summer" off, but that doesn't make it any easier to go back once those 9 weeks are over, especially if you spent 6 of them getting radiation. Waa, waa, waa. Yes, I DO want some whine with my cheese!<br />
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All that aside, it is time for school. There is no denying it. Summer is over.<br />
I have noticed the angle of the shadows have changed, the quality of light is different then high Summer. It's dark earlier and the sun is rising later, nights are cooler.<br />
So, complain all I want, the season speaks for itself. Fall equals school.<br />
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Summer is the time I build relationships, visiting people I don't get to see very often and going to lunch with friends and relatives.<br />
It is about the only time I shop for fun.<br />
It is the time I usually pursuit some creative activity and enjoy cultural events.<br />
Summer is the time I am outside.<br />
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I need to find a way to fit these activities in during the working portion of the year, dinner instead of lunch, indoor concerts in the place of outdoors, quick weekend trips. Shop on my way home from school and don't wait til Saturday to clean and grocery shop. Yeah! that's it! I'll let you know how it goes.<br />
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In the meantime, I am at school. Next week will bring the students and after a week it will feel like I was never gone. I love my job!cathycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09777415494117409256noreply@blogger.com7